Blubbering

At some point yesterday, I guess I just could not hold it in any more. The tears just started to flow non-stop. They say it's suppose to help you feel better. When the crying finally stopped, I didn't feel any better.

I think I've pretty much hit rock bottom right now. Might take some time to climb out of this. Don't know how long...

It still hurts

It really hurts when someone so special decides that his heart is not there any more. Then he leaves with a part of yours when he took his away. Is this what heartbreak like? Well, I don't like it.

Ditched

So, for the 2nd time in my life I've been ditched from a long term relationship. Both times it was due to another woman. What the hell is wrong with me?